I`ve learned a lot these past few years
through my fake smiles & unseen tears
that friends sometimes are not forever
& true love does not always last.
The good memories stay with you
but the good moments go by fast.
But someone will always be there,
someone that honestly does care





she says she's fine,
but shes going insane.
she says she feels good,
but she's in a lot of pain.
she says its nothing,
but its really a lot.
she says she's okay,
but really she's not.





you make me happier than i ever thought
i could be. & if you let me, i'll spend the
rest of my life trying to make you feel the
same way.                            -* Friends.





don't fall in love ; not here. you're to young to fall in love <3




5.
Ever been so afraid to talk to the one you like, it's almost like you are afriad to get shut down, have him say I dont like you and ignore you.



he liked sports, she liked dance.
he liked beer, she liked diet coke.
he wore wal-mart, she wore designer
labels. his friends said 'not a chance,'
her friends said 'no way'. when the rest
of the world turned their backs on
them, they turned to each other.




you told me that i was just another
face in the crowd so i told you
that you were just another jerk up
the street. maybe it was my fault to
 interrupt your words, because
while you were walking away, i heard
 you murmur, "another face in the
crowd...that managed to take my breath
away.." while i found myself saying,
 "another jerk up the street,
 that i'd die to live next to..."




being in love isn’t what makes me smile.
it’s who i`m in love with that does <3



i've done it, on my own, and
i can't even describe how much that meant.
++Nicholas Sparks



Everything is easier when you say it in your head,
but when you have to say it out loud,
it's 100 times harder.


some people fall in love, me, I had to crash into it.<3





did you ever meet someone & have them
totally change your life? that every thought
you ever had about life & yourself was
changed? the way you look at life & the
people & even the way you breathe? it's
like all the time you were hiding inside
yourself until that person came into your
world. well you're that person for me.
i'm hopelessly in love with you. you
teach me something new everyday. i'm a
better person now that you're in my life.
promise you'll never leave because now
that i've known what life is like with you,
i couldn't bear to live without you.



it`s sad how i still think of you
after months of being apart but
it`s even sadder how i still long
to be in your arms & long for
your love even after all you`ve
put me through i still want
nothing but to be with you.



there`s a point in your life when you know who stays forever & who`s just around for a while. people change, but so do you ; sometimes for the better & sometimes for the worse. bad things happen to everyone ; you`re not in it alone. people lie & some people just don`t care how you feel. your heart beats no matter how much pain you`re in. everything will be okay eventually. there are always people in your life that just make your day no matter the miles. i know all about distance ; i`ve been dealing with it all my life, so don`t tell me it`s easy but it`s worth it. i`d rather stay in touch with the people i love then just drop it & forget about it . you don`t forget about the ones you love, it doesn`t work like that . give it all you got, & live your life to the fullest . people would kill to have what you have. someone always has it worse off then you, but that doesn`t mean your pain doesn`t count.




love you all. ~comment~ :)

pb

Sooner or later
We'll be lookin' back on everything
& we'll laugh about it like we knew what all was happening
& someday you might listen to what people have to say
Now you learn the hard way



Crying over someone won't bring them back. Staying
up late wishing on stars won't make things the way'
they were. Telling them how much you love them
won't either. The only thing that can work is to just
let their heart come back to you



Some people wish for a fairytale ending
I'm wishing for a story



& i`ve been dying to know
who your heart is beating for.



I've blocked out the past for a good reason.
when someone that means everything to you tells
you that you mean nothing to them, you forget the
good times and just remember the bad ones,
so that its easier to move on.

Mine don’t work like yours do

there’s a sad song ringing in my head.
it’s been here ever since you left.

i'm happy for you,  i really am.
i'm not jealous, or full of pain.
i don't wish for you anymore at 11:11.
i don't miss what we had, or what could've been.
my heart isn't shattered into pieces,
and i don't think about you constantly.
i no longer cry myself to sleep,
and i've learned that i don't need you.
& i've also learned that i lie, alot. </3



Maybe sometimes
you have to lose who you were,
to find out who you are.



there's nothing a girl wants more
than something she can't have



she laughs at all the rumors she hears
about herself cause she loves to hear those
desperate attempts to try to bring her down.



I sit and laugh with friends at what we've all been through.
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away, hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.



I've decided that enough is enough.
Since you obviously don't care about me anymore,
I'm going to move on.
Easier said than done, I suppose;
because at the end of the day,
I'm staring out the window with these tears on my cheeks.
Just look at what you've done to me </3





sure - i think other guys are cute, but
every time i see a cute guy - i remind my
self of how cute you are, of how much i
love you --- of how sweet you are, of
how you can always brighten my day, &&
suddenly that other guy doesn't look so
good anymore -- so i look the other way




everyone keeps telling me to just
get over you ;; && move on ..
but obviously they dont understand
just how hard i`ve already tried.



I remember when I used to be the happiest,
loudest, spunkiest person alive.  Nothing
could get me down for very long. I smiled
all the time and laughed nonstop.  I still
see glimpses of that girl sometimes, but
not much.  I miss her.  She was a good kid.




&& one day i will let go.
i wont think about you anymore.
its kinda sad when i think about it.
i wont miss you anymore.



You’re the boy
who I want to
ride the Ferris wheel
with & then kiss
when we stop at the top.



I bet you didn't know that I am
terrified of the dark,
and every time I think of you, I smile.
I bet you don't know that I hate thunderstorms
but love dancing in the rain.
or how much I laugh with my friends
& how much I truly enjoy being happy.
I bet you don't know how many tears
I've cried just for you,
or how much I doubt myself every day.
I bet you don't know how ticklish I am
or how I can't make decisions.
& how it drives me crazy
when you look into my eyes.
I bet you didn't know that I would
do anything to be with you.
But mostly I bet you didn't know
how much I love you.



You never know how strong you are
Until being strong is the only choice you have





all for now! i promise to update more often guys, sorry i'm slacking!!