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as you're reading this, your life's getting shorter.
it's ticking away. i'm not saying this to frighten you.
or even scare you. though it may. i'm saying this to
awaken you. to inspire you. to rise you out of your
deep slumber. to really know you won't live forever.
some things you don't know you miss until, out of nowhere,
you have them back, or have them back but all wrong.
the way, after a dream, where you've kissed someone
who, in real life, you'll never kiss again, maybe you've never
kissed at all, you wake up & realize, in the throbbing pit of
your stomach, how impossible it is to live without kissing
them again.
take chances, a lot of them.
because honestly, no matter where you end up & with who
it always ends up the way it should be. your mistakes make
you who you are. you learn & grow with each choice you
make. everything is worth it. say how you feel. always be
you, & be okay with it.
everything happens for a reason.
nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.
illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer
stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. without these
small tests, life would be a smoothly paved, straight, flat road
to nowhere; safe & comfortable, but dull & pointless.
i didn't lose him; i let him go.
i didn't get over him; i moved on.
when you truly love someone you never lose them
or get over them, they will always mean something to you.
so no matter how hard you try if it was true love,
you'll never forget them.
i remember every word you said, okay?
i'm not that naive, & i'm not that stupid.
i've been broken before, i can deal.
i'm not scared of moving on with my life.
what i'm scared of is that i'll realize somewhere
along the road, that you were my life.
my greatest fear in live is to not have a
big enough impact on someone's life to always be remembered.
sometimes i feel like i'm wasting all my time waiting for
my life to start. i'd rather trip & fall than never try. i don't
want to waste another day while the world goes by. i wanna
live it, i wanna breathe it, i wanna feel it for myself.
do not stand at my grave & weep;
i am not there. i do not sleep.
i am a thousand winds that blow.
i am the diamond glints on snow.
i am the sunlight on ripened grain.
i am the gentle autumn rain.
when you awaken in the morning's hush,
i am the swift uplifting rush of
quiet birds in circled flight.
i am the soft stars that shine at night.
do not stand at my grave & cry;
i am not there. i did not die.
You wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is? It's waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It's knowing you always deserve to laugh. It's doing what feels right no matter what. It's doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. It's about being yourself, cause no one can tell you you're doing it wrong.
The most memorable people in life are the people who loved you when you weren't quite lovable.
pb
YOUR MUSIC WILL LIVE ON, FOREVER.
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sad
After 4 months here's an update, sorry it's been forever.
I`ve learned a lot these past few years
through my fake smiles & unseen tears
that friends sometimes are not forever
& true love does not always last.
The good memories stay with you
but the good moments go by fast.
But someone will always be there,
someone that honestly does care
she says she's fine,
but shes going insane.
she says she feels good,
but she's in a lot of pain.
she says its nothing,
but its really a lot.
she says she's okay,
but really she's not.
you make me happier than i ever thought
i could be. & if you let me, i'll spend the
rest of my life trying to make you feel the
same way. -* Friends.
don't fall in love ; not here. you're to young to fall in love <3
5.
Ever been so afraid to talk to the one you like, it's almost like you are afriad to get shut down, have him say I dont like you and ignore you.
he liked sports, she liked dance.
he liked beer, she liked diet coke.
he wore wal-mart, she wore designer
labels. his friends said 'not a chance,'
her friends said 'no way'. when the rest
of the world turned their backs on
them, they turned to each other.
you told me that i was just another
face in the crowd so i told you
that you were just another jerk up
the street. maybe it was my fault to
interrupt your words, because
while you were walking away, i heard
you murmur, "another face in the
crowd...that managed to take my breath
away.." while i found myself saying,
"another jerk up the street,
that i'd die to live next to..."
being in love isn’t what makes me smile.
it’s who i`m in love with that does <3
i've done it, on my own, and
i can't even describe how much that meant.
++Nicholas Sparks
Everything is easier when you say it in your head,
but when you have to say it out loud,
it's 100 times harder.
some people fall in love, me, I had to crash into it.<3
did you ever meet someone & have them
totally change your life? that every thought
you ever had about life & yourself was
changed? the way you look at life & the
people & even the way you breathe? it's
like all the time you were hiding inside
yourself until that person came into your
world. well you're that person for me.
i'm hopelessly in love with you. you
teach me something new everyday. i'm a
better person now that you're in my life.
promise you'll never leave because now
that i've known what life is like with you,
i couldn't bear to live without you.
it`s sad how i still think of you
after months of being apart but
it`s even sadder how i still long
to be in your arms & long for
your love even after all you`ve
put me through i still want
nothing but to be with you.
there`s a point in your life when you know who stays forever & who`s just around for a while. people change, but so do you ; sometimes for the better & sometimes for the worse. bad things happen to everyone ; you`re not in it alone. people lie & some people just don`t care how you feel. your heart beats no matter how much pain you`re in. everything will be okay eventually. there are always people in your life that just make your day no matter the miles. i know all about distance ; i`ve been dealing with it all my life, so don`t tell me it`s easy but it`s worth it. i`d rather stay in touch with the people i love then just drop it & forget about it . you don`t forget about the ones you love, it doesn`t work like that . give it all you got, & live your life to the fullest . people would kill to have what you have. someone always has it worse off then you, but that doesn`t mean your pain doesn`t count.
love you all. ~comment~ :)
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curious
overcomes the love of power
the world will
finally know PeACe.
Sooner or later
We'll be lookin' back on everything
& we'll laugh about it like we knew what all was happening
& someday you might listen to what people have to say
Now you learn the
Crying over someone won't bring them back. Staying
up late wishing on stars won't make things the way'
they were. Telling them how much you love them
won't either. The
let their heart come back to you
Some people wish for a fairytale ending
I'm
& i`ve been dying to know
who your heart is beating for.
I've blocked out the past for a good reason.
when someone that means everything to you tells
you that you mean nothing to them, you forget the
good times and just remember the bad ones,
so that its easier to move on.
Mine don’t work like yours do
there’s a sad song ringing in my head.
it’s been here ever since you left.
i'm happy for you, i really am.
i'm not jealous, or full of pain.
i don't wish for you anymore at 11:11.
i don't miss what we had, or what could've been.
my heart isn't shattered into pieces,
and i don't think about you constantly.
i no longer cry myself to sleep,
and i've learned that i don't need you.
& i've also learned that i lie, alot. </3
Maybe sometimes
you have to lose who you were,
to find out who you are.
there's nothing a girl wants more
than something she can't have
she laughs at all the rumors she hears
about herself cause she loves to hear those
desperate attempts to try to bring her down.
I sit and laugh with friends at what we've all been through.
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away, hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.
I've decided that enough is enough.
Since you obviously don't care about me anymore,
I'm going to move on.
Easier said than done, I suppose;
because at the end of the day,
I'm staring out the window with these tears on my cheeks.
Just look at what you've done to me </3
sure - i think other guys are cute, but
every time i see a cute guy - i remind my
self of how cute you are, of how much i
love you --- of how sweet you are, of
how you can always brighten my day, &&
suddenly that other guy doesn't look so
good anymore -- so i look the other way
everyone keeps telling me to just
get over you ;; && move on ..
but obviously they dont understand
just how hard i`ve already tried.
I remember when I used to be the happiest,
loudest, spunkiest person alive. Nothing
could get me down for very long. I smiled
all the time and laughed nonstop. I still
see glimpses of that girl sometimes, but
not much. I miss her. She was a good kid.
&& one day i will let go.
i wont think about you anymore.
its kinda sad when i think about it.
i wont miss you anymore.
You’re the boy
who I want to
ride the Ferris wheel
with & then kiss
when we stop at the top.
I bet you didn't know that I am
terrified of the dark,
and every time I think of you, I smile.
I bet you don't know that I hate thunderstorms
but love dancing in the rain.
or how much I laugh with my friends
& how much I truly enjoy being happy.
I bet you don't know how many tears
I've cried just for you,
or how much I doubt myself every day.
I bet you don't know how ticklish I am
or how I can't make decisions.
& how it drives me crazy
when you look into my eyes.
I bet you didn't know that I would
do anything to be with you.
But mostly I bet you didn't know
how much I love you.
You never know how strong you are
Until being strong is the only choice you have
all for now! i promise to update more often guys, sorry i'm slacking!!
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hopeful
yay, it's been forever. here's some new ones!!
i could right a 400 chapter novel
on everything i love about him
and that wouldn`t even explain it all
He looked at me & my heart melted;
you can't tell me that wasn't love,
because I felt it.
She turned and said, "It's times
like these that I wish I was a believer,
so I could do something to give me hope.
something to make me believe in anything
at all."
it's like a virus, when your mind thinks
of nothing else but him.
she rolled over and stared in his eyes,
"promise me that you won't ever forget
me again." he kissed her forehead and said,
"i never did."
And he says that he didn't plan
to fall in love with her, but maybe love
isn't something you can plan.
Are we too old to play hide and seek?
Cause Id give anything to hear you say
"I found you"
I think I’d miss you even if we never met.
she knew nothing about life but
she knew everything about living.
There she is ;; sitting in her room
listening to love songs , thinking
about him , wishing he was there.
He looked up at her and smiled
and for a second,
something in the world was right.
her favorite song will say more
about her than her mouth ever will.
i think i've fallen in love ;;
it hurts so much, but i wanna keep hurting. <3
Look for the boy that will go out of his way
just so he could see you for five minutes
What we have here is a dreamer,
someone completely out of touch
with reality.
When she jumped,
she probably thought she would fly.
Somewhere in my heart
i'm dancing
with you in the summer rain.
I hate admitting this to myself, but I know that I need you more than you need me and I'm not sure if I'm okay with that.
He taught me how to trust myself. He taught me that
i should love every flaw. He taught me that no matter
what, i should just make a decision and jump, and
not regret it.
You ever take a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other people's lifes have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true, or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think, you could be a big part of someone else's life; & not even know it.
And I guess all I'm trying to say is I have hope for you, that you will keep your love for the world even though it beats you down everyday.
Everyone deserves to laugh.
Everyone deserves to be happy.
Everyone deserves to be loved.
First, have faith in those around you, but most importantly, always have faith in yourself.
Find the one you can be yourself in front of and say
absolutly anything, you can laugh, you can cry, you
can hug, you can fight with him & then make up at the
end of the night & he would still be crazy about you.
the end!! hope you like them! :)
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creative
Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he did not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers.
At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise.
Teddy's first grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is a bright child with a ready laugh. He does his work neatly and has good manners... he is a joy to be around.."
His second grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is an excellent student, well liked by his classmates, but he is troubled because his mother has a terminal illness and life at home must be a struggle."
His third grade teacher wrot e, "His mother's death has been hard on him. He tries to do his best, but his father doesn't show much interest, and his home life will soon affect him if some steps aren't taken."
Teddy's fourth grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is withdrawn and doesn't show much interest in school. He doesn't have many friends and he sometimes sleeps in class."
By now, Mrs. Thompson realized the problem and she was ashamed of herself. She felt even worse when her students brought her Christmas presents, wrapped in b eautiful ribbons and bright paper, except for Teddy's. His present was clumsily wrapped in the heavy, brown paper that he got from a grocery bag. Mrs. Thompson took pains to open it in the middle of the other presents. Some of the children started to laugh when she found a rhinestone bracelet with some of the stones missing, and a bottle that was one-quarter full of perfume. But she stifled the children's laughter when she exclaimed how pretty the bracelet was, putting it on, and dabbing some of the perfume on her wrist. Teddy Stoddard stayed after school that day just long enough to say, "Mrs. Thompson, today you smelled just like my Mom used to."
After the children left, she cried for at least an hour. On that very day, she quit teaching reading, writing, and arithmetic. Instead, she began to teach ch ildren. Mrs. Thompson paid particular attention to Teddy. As she worked with him, his mind seemed to come alive. The more she encouraged him, the faster he responded. By the end of the year, Teddy had become one of the smartest children in the class and, des- pite her lie that she would love all the children the same, Teddy became one of her "teacher's pets".
A year later, she found a note under her door, from Teddy, telling her that she was the best teacher he ever had in his whole life.
Six y ears went by before she got another note from Teddy. H e then wrote that he had finished high school, third in his class, and she was still the best teacher he ever had in life.
Four years after that, she got another letter, saying that while things had been tough at times, he'd stayed in school, had stuck with it, and would soon graduate from college with the highest of honors. He assured Mrs. Thompson that she was still the best and favorite teacher he had ever had in his whole life.
Then four more years passed and yet another letter came. This time he explained that after he got his bachelor's degree, he decided to go a little further. The letter explained that she was still the best and favorite teacher he ever had. But now his name was a little longer.... The letter was signed, Theodore F. Stoddard, MD.
The story does not end there. You see, there was yet another letter that spring. Teddy said he had met this girl and was going to be married. He explained that his father had died a couple of years ago and he was wondering if Mrs. Thompson might agree to sit at the wedding in the place that was usually reserved for the mother of the groom. Of course, Mrs. Thompson did. And guess what? She wor e that bracelet, the o ne with several rhinestones missing. Moreover, she made sure she was wearing the perfume that Teddy remembered his mother wearing on their last Christmas together.
They hugged each other, and Dr. Stoddard whispered in Mrs. Thompson's ear, "Thank you Mrs. Thompson for believing in me. Thank you so much for making me feel important and showing me that I could make a difference."
Mrs. Thompson, with tears in her eyes, whispered back. She said, "Teddy, you have it all wrong. You were the one who taught me that I could make a differe nce. I didn't know ho w to teach until I met you."
(For you that don't know, Teddy Stoddard is the Dr. at Iowa Methodist in Des Moines that has the Stoddard Cancer Wing.)
- Mood:
happy
We spend our
whole lives searching
for all the things
we think we want
never really knowing
what we have
I want to stay as close to the edge
as I can without going over. Out on the
edge, you see all kinds of things you
can't see from the center.
It only took a minute for us
to finally end it. I guess we'd
seen it coming for some time
And it only took one hour
to sit and talk it over
but it took us all night
long to say goodbye.
I guess I shouldn't hold on so tight
since you've already let me go.
Keep looking up, Mama used to tell me.
Theres nothing on the ground but your feet.
they feel bad for you.
because you're not mad.
you want to be, but you're not.
and when you talk about him,
your eyes still sparkle.
take a picture of your life.
& remember what it looks like
before everything changes.
it's the things you don't see coming
that are strong enough to kill you.
do one thing everyday that
scares the hell out of you.
what i like best about you is that you
can make me laugh when nothings funny.
When I get married,
she’ll be my maid of honor.
When I have a baby,
she’ll be the god mother.
And when I die,
my grave will be right next to hers.
This girl is more than my best
friend, she’s my other half
She fell, and boy did she
get more than scraped knees
In my dreams, he's my prince charming
But in reality, he's someone elses </3
so..
live life
be happy
fall in love
cause change
express opinion
& back your shit up.
Don't make the mistake of
taking advantage of me again.
Because this time, I'm stronger
and there's more to me than you
What hurts more than losing you is
knowing you're not fighting to keep me.
Sometimes, finding the love of your life
means changing the life that you loved.
laughter is timeless, imagination has
no age, and dreams are forever.
-tinkerbell
I think its pretty much impossible,
to forget someone who was once
the o n l y reason you smiled
pb
- Mood: cheerful
I've been running around for the past year trying to find some clarity. And all of a sudden it's so clear. I just want to be with you.
everybody thinks that everybody knows
about everybody else, but nobody knows
anything about themselves, because
they're all worried about everybody else.
the things about life that i've learned
is that you're going to get hurt. you're
going to have emotional nights & cry
yourself to sleep for hours. you're
going to suffer some kind of heartbreak,
some kind of loss. but you will also
have those moments where you heal.
those moments are the best. you feel
like you smile for the first time again.
you feel like you're alive again.
life just kind of restarts.
i am trying so hard to just get through everything life is
throwing at me already, i don't want to hear that you disapprove.
can you just look at me and tell me that what i want to do and
who i want to be isn't a waste of time.
you can never prepare for the moment that changes your life.
maybe sometimes it's a good thing to stumble,
because there's a better way to stand. maybe we need to cry sometimes,
because laughter cannot hide the worst. and maybe that's why we get hurt,
for us to pass on the lesson and teach someone else.
he goes out of his way to stare at you.
trust me. i've watched him do it.
I believe that two people are
connected at heart. And it doesn't
matter what you do, or who you are,
or where you live. There are no
boundaries or barriers if two people
are destined to be together.
why is it that when i'm finally getting
over you, you give me a reason not to...
If you had to describe love in three words, what would they be? Someone asked me this
& I had no clue. What three words could possibly sum up the meaning of love?
Happy people are those who dream dreams
and are ready to pay the price
to make them come true.
missing someone isn't about how
long it's been since you've seen
them last or the amount of time since
you've talked. it's about that very
moment when you're doing something,
and you wish that they were right
there with you
I believe in sleeping in. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80.
I believe in love, arguing, and jamming out by yourself in the car.
I believe in kisses on the forehead.
I believe in long kisses, smiling til your cheeks hurt,
and laughing until you cry. I believe in being silly
and crazy with your friends. I believe in taking chances and making mistakes.
I believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
I believe in swinging on swings and running in the rain.
I believe in miracles and random acts of kindness.
I believe in sayig hello to anyone and everyone.
I believe in second chances and
Some people show off their beauty
because they want the world to see it.
Others try to hide their beauty because
they want the world to see something else.
If the world could remain within a frame,
like a painting on a wall,
I think we would see the beauty.
We would stand staring in awe at
our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges.
A question, a photograph, a statement, a story,a struggle, a chance to laugh.
Because if you if you don't laugh, you cry. A last crescendo when you die.
So hit the rewind button and listen, it's the playback; the soundtrack to your life
She's the girl with her hands in her pocket,
staring at her feet. She's the girl you never knew you loved.
I want so badly to tell you what I was actually thinking about that night.
But if I were to do that, everything might change between us.
And I’m not so sure if I’m ready for that.
yep, there were golden moments,
in a golden summer.
when every day was perfect and
you knew it could go on forever.
- The Wonder Years
the end for now. <3
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sick
hey guys and gals! here's an update, and since i just learned how to do it..
pb
- Mood:
blah
WOW hey! it's been forever! Sorry, it's been SO long.
He's just a boy who doesn't
know what's in front of him,
& she's just a girl who never
learned how to let go.
and shes the kind of girl that
doesn't say much. but when
she does - its means alot.
i gave you everything i had, until i had nothing left.
be glad she's still around
any other would have walked out on you.
because i just have to tell you,
i'm not so sure what i would do without you.
i know i
without you, and i just wanted to say thanks:;
you're the only reason i've smiled in days.
Basically I rock..
so i understand if you're jealous
& i'd rather be standing outside in the freezing cold
with you than to be warm in the arms of someone else.
everything has it's beauty
but not everyone sees it
All I want is for you to notice that I'm there
There's always a little bit of a whore
in every girl when it comes to that one guy.
Why would I ever look for something
in someone else when I see everything in you?
It's sad to know that there are
some people that you will have
to say goodbye to in your lifetime.
it's sad how they can just slowly
fade away and you just have to
sit there, and watch it happen.
Theres always something more you wish he'd say
Oh, and one more thing kid;
You'll never find another me.
Some nights you want to lay there and forget
that tomorrow's getting
closer and closer.
nobody with a broken heart
wants to hear a love song.
If you only knew what I still feel for you..
"Give up girl, he's not worth it.
You deserve so much better;;
he's broken your heart before and he's messed
up plenty of times. So why do you still love him?
I know it's hard, but just forget him."
I knew from the moment i laid eyes on you,
you were going to turn my word upside down & around.
sometimes you need a second chance
because time wasnt ready for the first one.
Sometimes, someone can
mean so much to you,
not even the truth can change
your mind.
if i could tell you one thing
i guess it would be that
i love the sound of your voice
or your smile just happens
to brighten my whole day
&& she said,
"Where have you been my whole life?"
&& he said, "Looking for you."
some days, you just can't pretend
it doesn't hurt.
I never thought it'd be this hard
to lose something I never had.
She's banged up. Mentally and emotionally,
literally and metaphorically.
But everyday she walks outside with
a smile on her face because that's who she is.
I'm glad we fell apart
Depression:
a fancy word to say
you're dying inside.
I can tell by your tears you're going to remember it all
I'm not okay,
The things you`ve done,
They hurt me.
she has the stars in her pocket,
and the moon on a string.
hope it was worth the wait!
pb
- Mood: sad
So I was sitting there, not particularly feeling anything, and he just ... smiled. I felt like the room lit up because of that smile.
from the corner of my eye, i see a glimpse of you.
my heart is just about to burst into butterflies,
but my mind scolds & says "control yourself.
you know that this boy isn`t right for you anymore.
We're always thinking
that the perfect boy is going to come along
and say all the right things. We keep dreamin
someone's gonna care about us as much as we
care about them. We get our hopes so high,
just to be shot down. Theres nothing we
can do about it -- we're girls && we need to
realize that the best things in life come when
you least expect them.
She was trying to figure it all out.
Maybe she liked him,
or maybe she liked the idea of him
i'd rather die tomorrow,
than live a hundred years
without knowing you.
+ pocahontas
he liked sports, she liked fashion.
he liked beer, she liked champagne.
he wore walmart, she wore designer labels.
his friends said 'not a chance,' her friends said 'no way'.
when the rest of the world turned their backs on them,
[ they turned to each other. ]
something about the way you looked at me,
made me think for a moment that maybe we
were [ m e a n t t o b e ]
the way you look at me
makes me wonder if
we could ever be ..
just once
i'd like someone to want me
just as bad as i want them
Never let success get to your head
and never let failure get to your heart.
i dont know why i care so much
when i shouldn`t care at all
it hurts to know you'll never remember the things i could never forget. <3
it hurts to see you look at her
the same way i look at you
you were given this life
cause you were strong enough to live it
that's all for now. chow.
pb
- Mood: creative
today's my birthday!
i'm 22.
- Mood: cheerful
im so sorry it's been forever!! I've just been super busy!! here we go!
Remember me? I`m the girl who
threw us away. I`m the girl who was afraid
of what would happen next & ran.
In the back of my mind I wish you
would have followed me, but you didn`t.
So hi, nice to see you again.
don't forget the songs that made you cry
or the songs that saved your life.
Some people walk into your life,
and immediately you know
they're supposed to be there.
people may forget what you said..
people may forget what you did..
but they will never forget;
how you made them feel
if you don't like what you're
getting; change what you're doing.
I saw him staring at me.
Not glancing, but blatantly staring.
And i wondered if he was staring
at the wreckage he created
or if maybe, just maybe he regretted
ever hurting me in the first place.
& every time you start talking about her
I have to look away
because if you looked into my eyes
you'd see how much I wish I were her
Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of us.
And what happened between us.
Or, really, what never happened between us.
I wonder if you even care.
I love the way you look at me
when I say something stupid
it's like you're about to get mad,
but then all of a sudden you smile.
Maybe it was over for you,
but it wasn't for me.
Maybe I set myself up
for only a letdown,
But I really believed.
i was the one who said things changed,
but you were the one who showed me
exactly how much they really did.
Every time I look at you, I feel better.
It shocks me. it knocks my wind out, but it's true.
I’d be happy just to look at you from across the room.
And even that anything, any piece of you.
And hopefully all of you, that'd be the best thing.
And after all that’s been said and done,
you’re just a part of me I can’t let go.
Everything happens for a reason, sometimes things fall apart,
Just so other things can fall together.
If you're gonna spend the rest of your life with someone,
It might as well be your best friend.
And if I’m not what you want,
Then don’t act like I am.
Death is the hardest part of life,
Not for those who have passed but for those who are left behind.
They are forced to grasp the concept of leaving this earth to another atmosphere,
That we call heaven, but they call home.
hope you liked them! <3
pb
- Mood: blah
i look at you and
motherfuckingassholeihopeyoufuckingdie
comes to my mind
Sometimes you don't realize
how much you care for someone
until they stop caring for you
if i could tell you one thing
i guess it would be that
i love the sound of your voice
or your smile just happens
to brighten my whole day
i thought i didn't like you,
but i guess i do,
cause when i saw you with her,
my heart shattered.
it's weird how you say that you hate
the boy who broke your heart ____
yet when he runs back to you , your
arms are wide open.
i would like to thank you
for showing me a part of myself
that I have never seen
maybe i'm over you
maybe i've moved on
maybe i like someone else
but maybe i'm a perfectly good liar.
sweets, you couldn't ignore me if you tried
-the breakfast club
just once
i'd like someone to want me
just as bad as i want them
its such a shame
when the prettiest girls
do the ugliest things.
Everything is easier when you say it in your head,
but when you have to say it out loud,
it's 100 times harder.
Now I'm back where I started,
& you’re back in my life <3
I wonder what would happen if
we fell for each other again
I realized today that you can't
stay like this forever & ever;
you just have to move on.
It's not just a physical attraction.
I love him for every single thing he is.
Every word he says, every step he takes.
This is something that will never die.
I have tried to stay reasonable with this,
but I just can't anymore. I just can't.
&& she doesn't know what she wants anymore,
All she knows is who she wants,
And that's the boy who doesn't want her back
And if you ever decide to come around,
You know the way.
Have you ever felt like you can`t ever be good enough for the next guy
because you gave everything you had to the one who broke your heart?
pb
- Mood: crushed
enjoy!©
let me clarify something..when i said i couldn`t live without you..i lied.
what i meant was i couldn`t have a life worth living without you.
when i said i needed you..& i`d never fall in love again..i lied..
what i meant was that i`d never fall in love like this again..
when i told you that you were the best thing in my life..
i meant you were the best thing in my life so far..
& when i said i`ll love you forever..what i meant was until the end of time..
& that i`ll still be here..should you ever change your mind.
Life's not a race, take it a little slower;
Stop and hear the music before the song is over.
what doesn`t [ kill you ]
only makes you stronger.
so when you think you`re hurting me,
you`re just helping me [ last longer ]
She's moving on & I feel sorry for you 'cause she thought
you were the most amazing boy ever. If she could have
any guy in the world, she would have picked you above all the others.
She thought you were different... She was wrong.
You're just another boy to her now.
I'd give you my heart
but broken things aren't
he's the kind of guy I can flirt with and
then talk to like he's my best friend.
Don't worry about me,
my heart's not broken anymore.
You should be worrying about yourself.
Because as far as I can see, you're
still an asshole.
And once again we're further away
from what we never had.
you can never find
the right person,
if you never let go
of the wrong one
i could conquer the world with one hand
if you were holding the other
So here's to loving him while he's loving her.
I`m living for something I can`t even explain
The first boy is always the hardest to get over, honey, that's just the way the world works.
if you don't like me,
there’s nothing i can do.
here is a news flash, honey;
i don't live to please you.
I said you were nothing to me,
which is a total lie because right now
you're pretty much everything.
I won`t ever forget.
That`s what pisses me off
the most. He`ll always be
a part of my heart. It`s too
hard to let go; now, that`s not
even an option.
It’s the greatest feeling in the world
to know that he couldn't let you go either.
that is all!
pb
- Mood: gloomy
Chances are I'll never get a moment like this again,
so here's everything I ever wanted to tell you.
No one has ever gotten me like you;
I've never found anyone who makes me laugh like you.
You're the one person who I can honestly see myself happy with;
the definition of love to me is you
She told herself, "I don't need him anymore."
But then five minutes later he walks in
& then she thinks, "Maybe I still do."
Go on, date her, & one day when you wake up & realize that
I was the only one for you, don't you dare come back to me.
My arms are not gonna be wide open & welcome whenever you please.
I was yours once, but baby, I'm gone now
I've learned that you cannot make someone
love you. All you can do is stalk them and
hope they panic and give in...
if you don't like me,
there’s nothing i can do.
here is a news flash, honey;
i don't live to please you.
He's the kind of guy that you'd do
anything for, regardless of how
don't look at me like that.
i don't feel like falling for you all over again
you didnt crush me - oh no darling
you just completely destroyed me
i'm done with the tears.
i'm wiping my eyes.
if he doesn’t even care,
then why should i?
I won`t ever forget.
That`s what pisses me off
the most. He`ll always be
a part of my heart. It`s too
hard to let go; now, that`s not
even an option.
You see me as the girl you used to love,
& I see you as the boy I'll always adore.
It’s the greatest feeling in the world
to know that he couldn't let you go either.
if others are jealous..
you're doing something right.
You know life is worth the struggle
when you look back on what you lost
and realize what you have now is way better
just another broken heart
that the world forgot.
if it's meant to be,
it will always find a way. <3
and the thing that kills me is that
i'm still not over you
i don't understand why cupid was
chosen to represent valentine's day.
when i think about romance,
the last thing on my mind is a short,
chubby toddler coming at me with a weapon
here's to you. I hope that someday
you'll realize that I really did care
It doesn't matter how long you've
known him. If he's had you smiling
since day one, don't ever lose him.
You can see that he thinks about her,
but he doesn't make a move.
He thinks she's too beautiful for him,
& she thinks he's too amazing for her.
just once
i'd like someone to want me
just as bad as i want them
They see each other everyday.
She doesn't talk to him,
He doesn't look at her.
So they just move on with their own lives.
Everything is easier when you say it in your head,
but when you have to say it out loud,
it's 100 times harder.
You have no idea what you do to me,
you can make me feel more emotions in one second
then I would normally feel in one year.
that's all, hope you liked them, <3
pb
- Mood:
cold
pb
- Mood:
busy
i fell in love with you knowing that there
was never any possibility of being with you
It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone,
when your heart still does
i`m kindasortamaybe definitely falling for you
well...i'm not taken .. but my heart is
It was always there between us whether you admit it or not.
DRAMA is something
girls create out of JEALOUSY
Never say you dont have a chance with
someone when you haven't asked.
maybe it's not that he didn't love you ;;
maybe it's that he didn't know you loved him.
FIRST LOVES <3
are never really over
& i will never forget about you
even though you've already
forgotten about me.
Maybe you're just too scared that
someone might actually want to be with you.
iF Y0UU KEEP TRYiNG S0 HARD T0 BE
EVERYTHiNG Y0UR N0T .. Y0UU`LL MiSS
EVERYTHiNG Y0UU WERE MEANT T0 BE
iN THE END, i HOPE YOU`RE WORTH iT
Life is a journey.
Rest in peace to all those we lost along the way.
i hate when people tell me that i can do
sooo much better ''but unfortunately...
there is no one better
a fucking waste of my time is all that you've become.
even though i can say it's his loss,
deep down i know it will be mine too..
There he is again, looking as fine as can be.
I see him standing there but he doesn’t notice me
There's always that one boy that makes
you get up and go to work everyday.
What makes you different makes you beautiful to me.
All I'm asking for is one night together
just you and me all alone and if you can
honestly tell me you don’t feel anything
for me after that night I'll finally let you go
And her heart finally told her to let it all go.
I thought you should know you're not making this easy.
Sooner or later you're going to have to learn
it's not that big of a deal, life goes on,
you shouldn’t be crying, don’t let him bring you down,
he's just an ass, get up and find
someone who makes you happier than him.
that's all. not really a whole lot, but quality better than quantity. <3
pb
- Mood: good
hey! new layout. lemme know if you like it! <3
"i think part of the reason why we hold on
to something so tight is because we fear
something so great won't happen twice"
"she ignores the ones who want her
because she's too busy waiting for him"
"yea im the girl ; the one thats always lost ; the one with the fake smile ;
the girl who seems so strong but daily continues to break ; that girl whose
always there and seems to have no problems of her own ; the one who holds
back tears , until shes off the phone ; that girl that is in love ;
with a guy who doesnt even TRY to understand"
I know how it feels
to be on the edge of your bed,
your head buried in your hands,
wishing everything would end.
Don’t worry about me,
in the end I will be fine
I’m just the girl forgotten
the girl always left behind
she spends too much time thinking about
the things that will never happen and `
dressing up for the boy who will never care
tough people are not born ;; they`re made when
no one is there for them to wipe away their tears..
at some point you have to realize
HE doesnt CARE
and you could be missing out on
someone that does.
she sat there looking in his big brown eyes
trying to figure out if she was really in love
or if it was just a little kid crush
&& by the way -- thanks for
breaking my heart </3
He's the kind of guy that makes you love
your name simply because of the way he says it.
i still want to be a part of your life.
even if that means
me having to stand on the side
and watch you and her be together.
It's amazing how many times your name just "slips" out of my mouth during the day
"Hi" is such a small word,
but from the right person,
it can mean everything
If you saw how much you really hurt her,
you'd never be able to look her in the eyes again...
You're stupid boy.
You can't see that she's been right there in front of you
ALL ALONG
You know the place between sleep and awake?
Where you still remember dreaming?
That's where I'll always love you,
Where I'll always be waiting.
- Tinkerbell -
And even if you proposed to me right now,
with a ring pop instead of a diamond...I'd still say yes.
Dreams are questions the heart doesn't know how to ask
When you're truely in love
You'll never give up on him
Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, When he wears it everyday
And the more guys I meet,
The more I realize I only
wanna be with you
Whenever you're lost and confused,
Look behind you.
I'll be the idiot lost with you
If he's made you smile
since day one,
Never let him go
It's a long way down
when your hopes
are as high as mine
& you're always gonna be;
someone special to me<3
love you more than anything in this world
I just wanted you to know that
&& without you . . . tomorrow isn't worth the wait
I may be confused about a lot of things,
but I know the only time I’m truly happy
is when I’m with him.
thats all for tonight. hope you enjoyed them. <33
pb
- Mood:
sleepy
